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[12.11.09 - 2.31pm] |
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Things are going pretty well, I hope everyone is enjoying the holiday season. I sure am. I always get happy around this time of year. The TurboJam video is kicking my butt, and the results are on the way! I took my measurements and they weren't pretty. I have 35% fat, and I need to lose at least 50 pounds. The Beachbody folks are great and the products are so cool! I hope to do a video soon. People lose so much weight on this plan and I've finally been able to be consistent with it.
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[12.7.09 - 8.25pm] |
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Well I did my first 35 minute bootcamp workout in a LONG time this morning! And it felt GOOD!
I'd forgotten what that felt like...and now I'm SUPER motivated to do it again tomorrow. I stuck to my diet and even treated myself to seafood stir fry (the frozen bag from Aldi kind, lol!) I got my Beachbody Coach materials today and I am a little excited, a little scared. Excited because this is definitely gonna keep me on track, scared because I'm afraid of failure (I've done it more than most). My TurboJam DVDs are coming in a couple days, and I am excited about that because I've heard so many wonderful things about that program. It's wonderful that I have so many supportive people in this business, kinda makes me wonder why I didn't do it before. But enough with the pump up.
I actually had money left over in December, after buying presents and paying bills. I decided not to spend it. I put it safely away in my savings, which will make me not touch it at all because it's too hard to get it transferred back to my checking. My brothers are telling my folks that they're planning on moving out this coming summer and my goal has been that for.......well, for the past few years. I just dug myself into a hole that I am just now out of. YAY for Lindsay getting deadbeat jobs and not doing what she always wanted to do. I lost a LOT of time. But that's over and done. No time to lose. Let's GET IT kiddies.
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| Your Opinion Please? |
[12.3.09 - 12.03am] |
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Has anyone done any of the Beach Body Company's programs like Slim In 6, Yoga Booty Ballet, or TurboJam? What were your experiences? I saw a commercial tonight and I was (slightly) intrigued. My mom bought one of their resistance bands but I "stole" it because she doesn't use it anymore. Good, bad, blah....???
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| Recovery |
[11.27.09 - 11.02am] |
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Ahhh, the day after Thanksgiving.
No, I'm not going shopping for anything. Don't really need to. I'm actually catching up on some work that I have to do, and maybe my cousins and uncles and family will go out bowling tonight. Good exercise. I didn't eat a WHOLE lot, but.....wait, yes, I did. Didn't pig out though, so I have a bit to make up for today, Saturday and Monday. Christmas is coming now so I'm going to help bring down the tree and maybe rake the rest of the leaves for Mom. I have to help do updates for my sorority website this afternoon, do my laundry, and maybe after that I'll go for a jog. It's sunny and chilly so I'll just need a little hoodie. I saw myself in my aunt's photos on Facebook, I had a cute sweater from Torrid, but my muffin top was NOT cute. AT ALL. It was probably just a post-dinner buldge but I seriously looked pregnant. So I'm in the groove now to start making sure my Christmas photos don't look the same way.
At work things are pretty good. I have been working hard and getting good feedback so that's good. My insurance coverage starts Tuesday so I am going to get the details from the HR lady ASAP and possibly schedule doctor's appontments for every off day I have next month! LOL! I haven't been to the doctor in so long it's crazy! I need to get a PAP, my vaginal exam, and I need to see a nutritionist as well. My dad keeps asking me if I really want to do the Alli thing, but the jury's still not out yet. I may quit the first time I get sick, and I think that will keep me from eating horribly. I'm going downstairs now to find my Tae-bo and Biggest Loser DVDs. And maybe I'll figure out some sort of workout plan for the month.
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[10.13.09 - 6.16pm] |
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SIGH. The year is almost done and I have so much to do still!
My job now has Halloween decorations and candy all over. And.........*gasp* Kit kat bars!!! NOooooooooo!!!!!
I'm thinking of being a Ravenclaw student for the office costume party we're having...I have a sweater and a skirt, but where in Chicago would I buy the tie and scarf? Seems like nobody sells HP gear except for eBay and the WB store online. Argh I'd hate to buy something online. Any alternatives?? Also, I saw some WICKED makeup ideas on Youtube for Harry Potter characters. It's great, and of course then I'd have something to wear to the premiere next year of The Deathly Hallows.
I'll post pics after Halloween....and then I'll have to start Christmas shopping!
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[9.29.09 - 11.06pm] |
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I was just thinking about how I always ask God for forgiveness, but I am slow to forgive. It just hit me really bad. And I feel terrible. Of course, I say that I forgive, but I never believed it wise to forget, to the point where I would hold things against people and treat them based on what happened in the past. Which I don't think is really fair, especially if it wasn't something particularly characteristic. I need to get over that, quick fast and in a BIG hurry.
And I've eaten clean and stayed active two days in a row. YAY! My tummy gets a twing every couple minutes, but it's not hunger. Gonna work out tomorrow morning. Time to sleep!
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| I'm Watching The Biggest Loser |
[9.15.09 - 7.40pm] |
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.....and I've never bawled like this because of a reality show. This season of the Biggest Loser is going to really be inspirational. I esp. started crying when the lady passed out during the race, and when Abbey was telling her story. I just did my budget and I have $50 a month that I can use toward my gym membership. This job is turning out to be more of a blessing than I thought it would be. And when Shay stepped on the scale, I felt crushed with and for her. I felt that way last week when I thought I was going to surpass 280lbs (which I swore I'd never see on the scale). If this isn't a kick in the arse to do better and be more committed to myself I don't know what'll do it for me. Right now my excuses more than disgust me, and with all this new stuff happening I am just thankful to God that I've been given this opportunity.
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| GUESS WHAT??!!! |
[9.15.09 - 11.56am] |
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I got the job!!!! I am soooo happy! I start tomorrow and it's with this college advising service that helps prospective students with the resources and opportunities that they may need for going to college or trade school. It sounds so fulfilling, and knowing that I will be able to stay at ths job and advance the way I need to is such a blessing!
I have been cramping and kinda yucky with my allergies so I think I am taking it easy food-wise and exercise-wise this week. I'm gonna stay on target, but just toning down the intensity.
I don't think anything could mess up my good mood today!
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[9.8.09 - 11.51pm] |
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I had the chance to eat a hotdog at work today..one of the street vendors was out front and a crowd ensued...and I passed it up! We were just outside during a break and the temptation couldn't get me! I did not eat ANY junk food today! W00T I am soo proud and I worked out for 40 minutes today! I gotta just take it one day at a time.
However, there was one girl that asked for ketchup on her hot dog.....we all turned and gave her the evil eye.......there are some things you just DON'T DO IN CHICAGO...... ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) luvs_chicago knows what I mean, LOL!
BIG update coming in the morning!
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[9.1.09 - 11.23am] |
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ARGH! I hate working out. :-( I just freakin' hate working out! But as my mom said, it's a necessary evil. Once I start a job that pays more than minimum wage, I'm joining Xsport Chicago. I need to be able to go someplace where I can take classes and be around other people...
Sigh. The folks from ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/community.gif) 100pounds2lose are giving a lot of inspiration for me to jumpstart this weight loss, and I wanted to lose at least 20 by the end of October. It is definitely important that I keep this going, and though the eating part is getting easier I seem to have no energy. The One-A-Days don't even do it for me anymore. I am going to Louisville, KY this weekend for my cousin's family barbeque, so I'll be seeing my (skinny) cousins in their tiny bikinis. *Huge Sigh* They don't make me feel bad on purpose, but it sucks. I guess the grind will be worth it after a while.
I guess.
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[8.28.09 - 2.01pm] |
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So yeah, I have the Biggest Loser cardio Max DVD, and today I decided level 1 was getting too easy, so I did level 2 with Jillian instead of Bob.
I. Almost. Died.
That girl must get a sick pleasure from others' pain. But I decided that tomorrow I am going to finish the whole workout. Couldn't today.
Pray for me.
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| I'm gonna just start again. |
[8.19.09 - 12.31pm] |
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I cheated a little bit yesterday. Had a bag of Cheez-Doodles or whatever they're called. And it was terrible because I had raisins and peanuts and I was STILL HUNGRY. Oh well, I worked out pretty well today, am gonna stay active for the rest of the day, and pack MORE raisins and peanuts for later. Maybe some yogurt, too!
ARGH I think I may need to do an hour workoiut everyday instead of just 30-45 minutes, my body is changing, but this weight isn't going anywhere. I'm still at the baby steps stage when I should be up and running! :-(
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[8.6.09 - 2.40pm] |
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OMG!!
I've gone up a size, although I've only gained 3lbs (and I'm sure it's thanx) to Mother Nature). Doing a big update tonight. But whyyyyyy is this happening??!!
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| Things that are going Good! |
[7.31.09 - 7.54pm] |
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Well, things that went well in the past couple of days:
I had a great interview with another insurance company with a lot of nice, family oriented people who seem to like me a lot (and pay a REALLY nice salary)
I did get a job working for a customer service survey company (they write reviews on people's service experiences), and it's kind of a night gig. Although if I do get the job at the insurance company, I will leave this one in a heartbeat, LOL.
I am going to get ready to start back to graduate school in about a month; I have to pay $150 to start back, since I didn't pay all of my registration last time. They tell me I should be done by May! W00T!
And most of all, when I thought all my payouts were over, I got a little $200 check in today! So I used that a little bit of course, to pay off my phone and credit cards. They want to offer me new credit cards, but now I know better.
I'm really glad that things are starting to look up a little bit. I even worked out a couple of times this week! I'm really proud of myself for it. I'm just grateful to God, and trying to keep my head on straight so that I don't miss any more blessings.
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| And Now, We Wait........ |
[7.16.09 - 6.51pm] |
My interview went really well today! They were super nice and seemed to like me! I'm still a little nervous because they're only hiring a few people out of the 20 that actually got an interview out of the HUNDREDS that applied. I'm so nervous!! I dunno what I'll do if I don't get this job.........speaking of which, I already miss AFLAC..or rather, the folks that worked with me. I even miss Kyle, even though he was a bit of a jerk to me at times. He sent me a really sweet text message at the end of the day yesterday saying that he hopes we keep in touch and hang out sometime. Kinda makes me feel a little bad for being angry with him, but then I remember that I had a really good reason. Oh well..the past is in the past, right? Oh my goodness I have so many wonderful things that I want to start doing with my life and career, and I think this job will definitely do it . I'm praying so hard to get this, and I WANT IT so bad!!!
Please think happy thoughts for me today!!
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| A leap of Faith |
[7.15.09 - 12.03pm] |
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After six months of teasing and being yelled at and making little to no money...everything is about to change. I am going to get a new job!! Well, I don't oficially have it yet but the guy I was talking to absolutely loved me! Tomorrow I find out if I got the job. The only thing is, I'll have to be able to start Monday. So, I told my Aflac coordinator that I was leaving, and the look on his face was so shocked that I wanted to kind of snicker to myself. Even if I didn't get the job, I'd had enough of this guy. I wanted to walk out and scream, "Payback's a biaaaattccchhh!" Fortunately I was able to hold back and be very, very, sorry. This new job totally fits my life goal: to help kids to get a good education without really being a teacher. The company does financial aid and admission counseling for students, college tours, test prep and everything!!! I WANT this job more than anything and I hope that I'll be there for a long time! I'll also get a lot of money to do it all! Yay for God blessing me enough to give me the stability that I need. YAY!!
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| I will post a real Update Soon But...... |
[6.25.09 - 7.46pm] |
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When I heard Michael Jackson was dead, I was not ashamed to say I shed a couple of tears. We're all around the TV watching his old videos now, me and my brothers--the best performer/musician/songwriter EVER. One of my life's goals was to see him in concert :-(. Farrah Fawcett passed today too......God I loved her hair. A walking conditioner ad and a great face for the fight against cancer.
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| Back to Fitness |
[6.7.09 - 6.46pm] |
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I found my Tae-Bo for Believer's Workout DVD today while cleaning up! It's funny how u just randomly find things when u aren't looking for them, LOL! I love the The Believer's Workout because it's like a daily devotion and meditation for Christians while you're getting a great workout too! My challenge this week: to do the workout 4x this week and STILL eat right!
Here goes something!!
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| Now all my free time has been purchased! |
[6.2.09 - 3.09pm] |
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I just bought the Sims 3 today! W00T! It was my treat for the month since I didn't really give myself one last month!
I haven't played the Sims since the first edition, and now it's loading on my computer! W00T!
YAY for new, positive addictions! I'm still gonna work out tonight though!
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| Utter Shock |
[5.31.09 - 5.15pm] |
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I went through a few old drawers in my closet and found where I kept all the diet pills that I bought while I was in college. I actually considered keeping them!!!! Sigh....I need to get my mind right! ARGH!
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